Now I take my pills and it's better, but not good. I struggle with the thought of going onto the synthetic hormones, away from my safe ovine and bovine hormones, the ones I can trust. But my body still aches, my mind can't pick up the pieces it needs to be whole.
I'm tired of being broken. I'm tired of feeling incomplete. I know there are worse things to have, I know there are worse ways to be broken, but this is my cross and its the one I need to learn to bear. I am more than just an insufficient thyroid. I am more than my neck, I am more than my spine. I am Megan, I am a whole person. I will not stay broken. I will overcome this.
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